I got to admit,
one thing that I always do without realizing is to procrastinate.

You know, I always have this mentality that I have all the time in
the world to do hundred and one things. And even if I can’t do/finish
it today I will always have tomorrow or even the following week
to finish it up.

 I don’t know what’s wrong with me recently, but I haven’t been
training nor studying much. I find no motivation to do anything. Not
even staying back after school to have a chat with my schoolmates.
Nothing seems to be alright now, from friends, to the love of my
life and not forgetting cycling.

I’m already feeling all the anguish and uncertainties on how fast
time flies. The batch of friends/schoolmates I entered school with
when I was in secondary one have already left and moved on.
To a whole new chapter in life, new school, new friends, new
teacher, new campus and even new cliques.
How much more amazing can that get?

It’s like a new lease in life! Most probably no one knows you
and you know no one. You won’t screw up your first i
mpression so bad this time round cause of past mistakes. You wil
l most likely treasure your friendship with friends even more.
Honestly I don’t know who I should call my “real friends” and
which batch of schoolmates I can count on when I’m in trouble.

For example, most of my cycling friends are all already working
adults in their 20’s-30’s and my close friends who I usually hang
out with like –Hayley, Ian, Shek and Karran  ect ect….
Have all already done their O’s.. Dammit!
(I still love you guys and It’s just an example)

I seldom hang out with my schoolmates and I don’t know why
either. I mean, I’m not anti social or anything. And I have totally
nothing against them. I even tired a couple of times to “hang out”
and study with them. But somehow It doesn’t really seem to last
and I find myself going back to my older friends. I just seem to
click better with people who are older then me.

Okay, I got to stop, this whole post/rant has got nothing to do
with what I have started of as a topic about procrastination.

I think I should turn in early and hopefully god will talk to me tonight.

Another one of those pointless post.

Goodnight world.